"When can I see you..."
rings in my ears while I think;
We will talk later.

Well, my sleeping patterns have returned to normal...and by normal I mean I stay up all night and sleep all day. I'm pretty sure the only reason they were okay while I was in Italy is because it was Day in Italy while it was Night in America. Thus, I was on a normal schedual. Now that I'm home...it's back to being fucked up. But that's okay, I get most of my work done at that hour of night anyway...no one to bother me.

I got a lot of stuff in my head right now and it seems that drawing is the only way to really escape from the hussle and bussle of life and it's grinding wheel.

My heart is full and I don't want to be here. I miss the city of San Francisco and my friends that are still there. I left all too soon.

So, I'm taking a class that's a graduate level class, even though I'm under graduate and it's for my graduate portfolio. I can tell I've advanced in my skills and I'm happy about that. I can't wait to get the chance to go to Ireland.

LSU offers study abroad programs and I'm thinking of doing a semester away. I like the idea of away...being alone and living my life with strangers.

Well, I'm alive...I haven't been on for a while...I'm in Italy still. I have so much to do when I get back that my mind is spinning when all I'll WANT to do is sleep.

I have blond hair for the time being and I've spent way too much money on bags and jewelry...

My friend got married.

Gogol Bordelo is amazing and my portrait skills are still in tact.

However, I've come to the realization that I am not a very good landscaper and I'll NEVER pick up oil paint ever again.

I am forever more, strictly water color and ink.

As Chuck Pyle pointed out, "If you never pick up an oil brush again...you'll do fine."

Before I start this blog I would like to point out that I liked the books and the movie; however.

The books have become an epidemic and not a good one! Its become a virus like Harry Potter and the Manga Bible. Now, I'm all for getting kids to read when they don't want to...I'll be the first one to give a kid a graphic novel in the pursuit of getting them to read more hard hitting stuff one day like Kafka and Tolken.

But to place Twilight, and it's author, in the ranks such as Jane Austin, the Bronte Sisters, and Sylvia Plath makes me SICK to my stomach. To know that people talk about Harry Potter as "Great works of literature" pisses me off to NO end.

To many great short stories and novels are in syndication for those books to even be mentioned! They are B LIST novels and should be kept at that...just because they are fucking best sellers does NOT make them epic works of art. Their was a movement on it in the 50s...Dadaism...look it up.

I will re-iterate the point, just because it's popular does not make it a work of art or even a great work of fiction...so go read something of substance and learn about the world...rather then post pieces of flair and fan art around the world saying how much you wish for Edward Cullen to be real.

Lets just point out his "actions" by the way...the cunt is a stalker! He follows and lurks in dark corners...with out Bella knowing...and taking someones engine out of there car so they can't go anywhere is called CONTROLLING and is a form of abuse.

100% devotion is irritating, not enduring. Just because your boyfriend isn't up your ass 24 hours out of the day does not make him a bad man or make him care less.

So, please, take the books for what they are...fiction and enjoy the REAL world...leaving the story for your day dreams...not your waking hours.

Please and Thank You.